Friday 18 November 2011

i'm stress think 0f it.. actually this statement juz t0 release my tensi0n.. i'm still wait f0r him----> azam.. :)

" i d0n't l0ve y0u anym0re"



this letter t0 s0meb0dy wh0 has i l0ve..i'm s0 s0rry if this statement make y0u hurt...
i swear that i never mean that..but at the same time , actually i HATE Y0U!! i d0n't think
that y0u can make me happy as ussual.. if we always pretend t0 be happy,
i guess we can't build a family after we g0t married.. that's because i'm already n0t l0ve y0u anym0re...

s0 i think , the best way is, we must break up this relati0nship... i h0pe that y0u can understand what i wrote here... maybe we are n0t meant by G0D. but a m0ment with y0u, will never dissappered in my mind.. y0u are the best partner that i ever met....


i always dreamed that y0u will be mine f0reve.. n0w, i realised maybe that i n0t f0r y0u and y0u n0t f0r me...s0, i begged y0u, please let me g0fr0m y0ur heart and fr0m y0ur life.. this is the best way at this time.. remember me in yo0ur prayer...





i still l0ve y0u but i must let y0u g0...(T_T)

Saturday 12 November 2011

jamuan pengawas 2011

assalamualaikum...alhamdulillah smuanya brjalan dngan lancar.. mkanan smuanya sedap2 belaka.. antaranya ialah, nasi goreng, mee goreng, nuget, tomyam, ayam goreng,cup cake, kek, air oren, tembikai, kentang goreng n the most i like satay!!!! ok lar kan.. bajet 30 ringgit tw...

kitaorg bkan mkn jew, ada la jgak acara.. like luckdraw(cabutan bertuah), acara meniup belon for form 5 but lelaki jew yg tiup.. pmenangye sape yg pling lmbat pecahkan belon... weird kan?? hehehehe..

tema bebas yo... so klmarin aq pkai bju corak abstrak.. ada wrna merah, silver, putih n biru..aq knakan dngan tudung brwrna pink... si dye pkai bju wrna pink jgak.. hehehe bleh la.. sedondon la jgak kitaorg..kan3? hehehe...

n then ada anugerah plak utk kitaorg... antaranya anugerah paling bergaya goes to him--> azam..hehehe.. , pling cute dpat dkat kak huda,anugerah paling ceria got to kak syamimie, pling berselera makan hehe also goes to azam.. n the last anugerah pngawas harapan got to azrein..

luckdrw plak kan, aq rasa terkilan jgak sbab x dpat.. huhuhu bygkan satu meja yg aq duduk skali ada 6 org... jeng2 want to know it??? aq sorang ja yg x dpat tw dlm kalangan 6 org tu...huhuhu sedey2... nk bwt cmner mgkin taon nie aq x bernaseb baek kan.. x pew it's ok...huhu

ok endingnyer aq ltak pic aq wif my frenz yo!!!


:)


malu2


it's cup cake!!!


hadiah luckdraw..huhuhu


bubye!!!muah...hehehe

Wednesday 9 November 2011

hey They Is wHO i vEry cArE N lOVe...


name dye Nur Adilla Bt Zamri..seorang yg npak lurus tpy jangan sngka mudah dibuli..hehehe persahabatan aq dngan dya dah genap 3 tahun jgak...kitaorg selalu berkepit dekat sk dn diluar.. mana ada dia, di situ ada aq... hmm if aq ada problem, dya lah org pertama yg aq cari.. sama dngan dya..

seorang yg memahami, selalu bg aq advice bila aq tngah sedey..huuhu
she's stay at pmtg haji hassan.. her birthday on 4 sept 1996.. lebih kurang nk dekat dngan birthday aq on 27 okt 1996.. agak2 dekat la jgak kan? hehehe


ok this is my second beszfwenz..comel x? bleh tahan la kan...




...ok btw she's Nuraini Bt Mazlan..hehehe dye selalu buat aq tertawa dngan perangai n segala gerak geri dye... at least aq x rasa sunyi sngat.. dye nie sepupu adilla, bezfrenz aq jgak..
sorang yg cepat gelabah jgak..hahaha aq mmg x tahan bila tngok muka gelabah dya..n seorang yg gila2.. mcm aq... sesuai sngatlah..

seorang yg selalu ceria. tpy bila mrajok, over sngat la...kadang2 benda yg kecik pun dya nk mrajok.. tpy sweet sngat bila dya senyum n merajok.. n pling bestnyer bila aq merajok, muka dya punyalah pucat..hehehe aq bersyukur sngat dpat bezfrenz mcm dya.. kelmarin dya x p sk, hmmm i miss her so much..!!!!!


guess so who is she?? heheh she is my beloved cousin n beloved sister Adilla(kak angkat dilla)


name empunya badan ialah Wan Nor Safinaz Bt Wan Mohd Sabri.. umur dh 23 thun.. dh koja dh.. kakak angkat kepada bezfrenz aq ----->Adilla..hehe aq la org tngah yg myatukan depa utuk ber"angkat"..hehehe

seyuman dye seksi tw.. tgok tu.. ada lesung pipit lagi tw.. antara ramai2 spupu, aq pling rapat pown dngan dya sajalah...dngan lain tu rapatlah jgak..so, about her, ok, penyayang,baek,
amat sygkan seseorg jika org yg dya syg tu mghargai dya..n owg tu pown sygkan dye...eh2 x leh gtw smuanya dkat sini.. sbab aq dh x larat nk taip lorh..hehehe

ok endingnyer aq ltak gbar kitaorg berempat yeah!!!!
<3


at sawah hehehehe...


tgkap pic atas basikal tua ...:)tpy beskal nyer x npak pown...sbab tu npak nuraini tinggi cikit dari aq.. kalu tdak, aq lg tiggi dari dya..hehehe

with love-------->nurin ... bye<3


he so sweet for me

ary nie aq jmpa dya kat sk utuk kali terakhir....huhuhu lepas nie dh x leh jmpa
dah ... start ary nie aq cuti smpai abis sekolah... i miss him.... hope he can do it!!! i love her so much...

aq try untuk pujuk aty aq untuk lepaskan dya bwt seketika... aq x snggup dn x mampu hidup tnpa dia disisiku... hehehe anyway our relationship genap 3 thun dh.. bahgianya kitaorgkan?? dya selalu mengalah dengan aq tw.. kalu aq merajok atw marahkan dya, dyalah org yg pling gelabah dlm dunia nie...

aq bukannya nk bwt dya rasa mcm tu, tpy bila tahap kesabaran aq dh hbis, pham2 jew lakan rasanya...apa2 pun aq merajok atw marah , x larh smpai thap cipan gaban tw... kciann plak kt dya..

actually aq merajok atw marah tu sbab nk tngok dya tu mcm mana ja...
aq tw dya mmg tak bleh tngok aq mrajok..
hahaha the most lawak ialah cara dya pujuk aq...adoii.. aq x pham sebenarnya cara dya pujuk, tpy aq pown buat2lah pham...hehehe nk jaga hati dya jgak la katakan...

apapun juz want to say that, i'm very love him...huhuhu

always miss him...:)

Monday 7 November 2011

pendam adalah jalan yg terbaek kan??:(

kenapew dya selalu bwt aq cmnie?? sedangkan aq rasa aq dh bwt yg terbaek utuk dye... aq tw dye ada satu mission yg nk dibuat dn bnda tu mnjamin masa depan dya nty.. tpy knapa aq bodo sngat nk jalani smua nie? knapa aq msti rasa yg dya tu "nothing" dlm hidup aq? stiap ary aq teringat dkat dya... bru td aq send mcg kat dye, dye x blas... aq call , dya x angkat pon.. aq rasa mgkin dye marah sbab smlam aq sngaja off encet .. pg td bru aq on blik encet aq, ternyata ada 20 mickol dri dye.. :(

bru 15 saat lalu, aq send lg mcg dkat dye, x blas jgak.. and then aq kol dya, dye angkat, tpy aq letak.. and then dya antar mcj dye kata dye x da kedit nk blas dan x mau guna encet dah.. aq tergamam.. aq rasa marah dn sedih sngat.. dye bwt aq tertunggu2.. aq x tw mcm mna nk hadapi smua nie... bisik hati aq , lepaskan dirinya.. namun fikiran aq, tetap sygkan dya.. mcm mana aq nk bwt????? ya allah hnya Kau saja yg thu isi hatiku... aq x mampu pertahankan lagi cinta yg amat mnyakitkan ini...mgkin allah nk uji kesabaran aq... ya Allah berilah aq kekutan dn kesabaran... sugguh aq x bisa lepaskan dirinya..(T_T)

I'M ALONE...;(

Thursday 3 November 2011